ivy chiu

Hey there!

2011-10-24T02:49:00.004+08:00

Hello! It's been a long time since I last update my blog. I even nearly forget my username and password! Haha

Well, life has been pretty good because I'm having holidays as I'll start schooling in SIM from January onwards~ except that dear is always in camp.I'll feel kinda lonely at certain times~ oh wells~
I've managed to find a temporary job at KK hospital. I'll be working from 2 Nov onwards for two consecutive weeks, 8.30am to 6pm. It's gonna to be a tiring one for me as I gotta wake up at 6am and I think I'll reach home at around 8pm after work. Furthermore, it's going to be an office work. I hate office work because it's just so boring =X hope I can find some lunch partner at KK hospital, else I'm going to be a loner T.T

I've been playing League of Legends recently! Dear dragged me into it because he claims that I should learn it else I'll feel outcasted whenever I hang out with Girlaxy. I agree with him too, because whenever they're talking about LoL stuffs, I will just feel SOOOO lost. So, he finally managed to pull me in and learn how to play LoL. Initially, I kinda dislike it's graphics because it looks too unrealistic =X soon enough, I get used to it and think that it's ok-ok now. Though I prefer DotA's graphic more. I'll be leveling up my account with dear. So I'll play when he play ^^ hehe

As for Starcraft, I haven't been training much. Because I got no feel to play =X maybe you can say that I'm sian of the game already. Hope I can get back the motivation soon!

Last Saturday, Girlaxy had an outing at Summer Gardens Condo. We played and had Korda fun with the GMs -Jeremy and Hammy. They also surprised me and ying yi with a birthday cake! Thank you Girlaxy!! ^^ I'm so happy and proud to be part of Girlaxy!

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Will add in some photos soon! Blogging with my iPad, can't insert any photos XP

Virgin menicure and perm-ed eyelash!

2011-09-02T14:10:00.003+08:00

I've finally perm-ed my eyelash and did menicure!!

Sparky, my guinea pig!

2011-08-26T01:35:00.003+08:00

Hello everybody, I'm going to introduce you my guinea pig!
He's 5 months old and his name is Sparky! Why? Because, his hair are spike-d upwards towards every direction.

Its his 2nd week at my house, and we've got tremendous improvement in our r/s! Because, he allowed me to pet him without fearing I might harm him. Furthermore, once my hand laid down onto his back, he'll lie down onto the floor and let me pet him. He also purred while I'm petting him! CUTE-SOME RIGHT?!

Here's some photos of him!

I got my new keyboard!

2011-07-24T02:55:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO! I finally got my pink lotus filco brown switch mechanical keyboard after a long wait (about 1 week)!

Here's some photos:

Starcraft II

2011-07-07T04:09:00.002+08:00

Some epic moments that I face while playing starcraft. Double click on the image to see it better ^^

Oh, btw, I'm "Decimo". Its my NA server account.

Hi all!

2011-06-30T05:33:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody, it has been a long time since I last update my blog. So I shall do a quick update on my life ^^

I've gotten my ipad2 quite long ago (too lazy to update about it), and I love it very much! It's super slim, sexy and pure! No regrets buying it!
And, recently I've been receiving Starcraft II training from many people. Because I'm taking part in quite a few online competition. So far, I've taken part in two (ESL Iron lady, which is on 26th June, and SEA GPD). I am suppose to win something from ESL but, I dint manage to :C partly because I dint do a pre-tournament research. If I've done the research, I would have work harder on my Zerg vs Zerg (my worst matchup). For SEA GPD, I got FIRST! Dear just randomly ask me to join, and so I agree. And I ended up getting first! Haha

Oh ya! And I'm back from church retreat with my family and dear. Not that happy with the trip, it isn't a vacation!!! Every morning 7.30 am wake up, eat breakfast then go listen to sermon till 12pm, go for lunch and finally free time from 1-6pm then 7pm to 10pm is another sermon. This is the timetable for the 4 days 3 night trip. Furthermore, I'm quite angry with what the pastor preached (long story).

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I wana specially Thank Dear for always be by my side, supporting and guiding me. I could have never gain all these achievement if you weren't by my side. I also wana thank check ho, marcus tan (revenant), Ryan (kyzersoze), Ivan (urvhype), gichul (ggbinu) and Samuel!!

HELLO Peepos!

2011-05-02T00:02:00.001+08:00

Well, I've just ordered my ipad 2 via app store~ Free engraving and free delivery!! WOOHOO~!! But, it will only be delivered on 20th May. Gotta wait till then.

& I got some temporary jobs. Will be working at Vivo City as a promoter for a medical center for this coming weekend and also another few days at Far east retail shop.

Hong Kong Day 1

2011-04-27T00:37:00.011+08:00

Our flight to Hong Kong CX 710

Dear checking in~

Me and dear <3

My parents sent me off at the airport early in the morning 6 o'clock~ <3

Once again, me and dear! ^^

Our tickets! I got to sit at the window seat!! hehe

Bright and sunny day!

Up in the sky, oh so high!

Reaching Hong Kong!

Our Octopus Card!

In the Hong Kong Airport Express Train. Super cool manz! The seats and the way its being designed is damn high class.

Hong Kong Airport Express Train

And here we are, at Kowloon, going to transit to another MTR line to our hotel~

In the MTR towards Olympic station~looking at the map~

piggy dear ^oo^

Our luggage~

And, here we are! Outside Olympic Station. The buildings look really old and scary~~

But no worries, we aint staying at this kinda buildings.

At the hotel lobby, waiting to check in

Our room! Small and cosy~

Our bed

Our toilet (im holding on to the bath soap)

The controller, right next to our bed, to wind up and down the curtain.

Our window view.
We had a short nap and then head out to explore the street opposite our hotel.

And we saw this huge one furry dog!!

Then we head down to Mong Kok! We walked from Olympic station to Mong Kok! Its about 20 mins walk. I manage to find the way there by using the map! Hehe

And then we had our first wanton noodle of the trip!

Then we head out to the streets!

Shopping here, shopping there~

Bought some milk tea

And ate some street foods.

Not to forget, my daily dosage of Mango Pomelo Sago! ^^

That's all for Day 1! Shall update more on the other days soon~

Updates about my life!

2011-04-24T04:00:00.003+08:00

Hello everybody! Im updating because Rachelle kept pestering me to update >.< Haha

Well, Im back from Hong Kong peacefully! Had a whole lot of fun time over there!

I'm planning to find a suitable part time job (suitable because im very choosy) to earn some cash for July trip to Taiwan (maybe). That's what me and dear planned to, before he go in SPF (police).

Besides, dear will be coming along with me and my family to my church retreat at JB in June. Lotsa travelling this year!! ^^

About my study/ career wise, I think most of you know that I'm interested in teaching and becoming a teacher. But currently, I'm so confused with the application thing and I guess, I missed the application for NIE. So I've emailed them, and am waiting for their reply~

Well well... I guess these are all about it.

I'll post some of the Hong Kong photos here soon!

Take care!!

I <3 Shondy! ^^

Outing Meeting~!

2011-03-28T00:37:00.004+08:00

Today, the 27th of March 2011...

Me and dear <3 met up with Lile at city hall because she's lending me her camera~!! (So I can bring to Hong Kong and take many photos) Well, we just meet for a few minutes and off we go to Dhouby Ghaut to meet the starcraft II team.

Met the team for some meetings @ Cathay Ben & Jerry and had a steamboat session @ Bugis after that! We're really full after the steamboat..but we still went to have our "additional" dessert at "Ah Chew Dessert Stall"

The amount of scallops dear eat :O

Its actually even more than this pile of shells

Piggy dear scooping the scallops.

Ben & Jerry flower flower~

Me!

Love!

Dessert at Ah Chew

Poh Ann showing us how powerful his crab-eating skills is.

After this, we went to Terrence's house to give rachelle a birthday surprise! And this surprise was a success! WHY? Because she CRIED and her face turned RED!!

kuku terence taking this boxing soft toy.

Updates!

2011-03-24T19:15:00.003+08:00

#1)

As most of you know, I'm having my holidays now.

And this holidays make me feel so free!! Free until sometimes i wanna find things to do.

I've thought of finding some part-time jobs but yet, dont really feel like working =/

#2)

Anyways, recently I've notice and heard of something. Can't expect such a girl to be so superficial. Licking boots aint enough? Use love to climb the ladder? Yikes! Dislike her X10000! Even though I'm not really close to her.. but this is tooo !@#

I pity _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

#3)

I wanna get a camera!!!! S95!!!! I WANT YOU SOO MUCH!!

My blog just only lack of photos!!

Hong Kong

2011-03-17T17:46:00.002+08:00

Okay, doubt we'll be going to Australia because the stuffs there are quite expensive. As what we have heard from people, shopping in Australia is like shopping in Orchard Road, and the theme parks in Australia is like Sentosa.

Plus, the travel agency dont allow us to use the money we paid for Japan air ticket to pay for this air ticket to any other places. So not much money left to go Australia.

So me and dear will most likely go to Hong Kong. ^^

I miss the times in Shang Hai with sandra, peiyi and adeline~ Though the food is horrible.

Life is so complicated

2011-03-17T03:08:00.004+08:00

Me and dear's graduation trip to Japan has failed. The earthquake, tsunami and nuclear disruption is terrible, thus we aint able to go there~ We have cancelled our flight and hotel reservation, however, I still really really really wana go there!!! Gotta pray hard for Japan, not just because I have yet to visit the place but it's for the poor people there too.

Anyways, me and dear have decided to go Gold Coast. Initially, we planned to go Hongkong and Taiwan but now, Taiwan is currently affected by the Japan nuclear radiation thinggy too. So can't go anymore~~

We might be going to Gold Coast in mid April or early May~ Still in the midst of finding the suitable hotel and plane to Gold Coast.

Andd... I wana buy S95 so badly!!! MONEY MONEY PLEASE COME TO MAMA~!

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Some random thoughts that I've been thinking.

In the past, there are wars and natural disaster. So many lives are lost.

Now, there are natural disaster and man-made post-effect of natural disaster. So many lives are lost.

Is this world really coming to an end?

Dear told me something interesting. There's a pastor who asked the congregation "Do you know why the earthquakes are happening in China (Sichuan)?" and the pastor replied himself, "Its because there are many non-believers in China."

I dislike people who preached wrongly and doesn't make any sense. God create man because he want man to love him and honour him. Since there are so many non-believers in China, why will God finish these non-believers life? I mean, they have yet to love and honour God and God killed them? That's bullshit.

I think what God is trying to do is to warn those believers. Stop being a hypocrite and start spreading the gospel in the right way. Why are there non-believers? Why am I back-firing from church? It's because of some hypocrites that make my hair stands.

Team Seba and Team Freestyle Reunion~

2011-02-18T23:10:00.003+08:00

Had a reunion dinner today with team seba and team freestyle peepos today at Kallang Long Beach Restaurant. The food was superb! Thanks to Shirley and Eddie for the treat!! ^^

some yummy photos:

(photos above are taken by Krystal)

Our vertical lao yu shen. All thanks to Jasper! LOL

Last term in school

2011-01-09T03:25:00.004+08:00

Term break is over since last week. And this term is my final term in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

I'm not sure about what should I do in the future~
Pursue Banking & Finance degree in SIM then go out and work?
Pursue Banking & Finance degree in SIM then go NIE be secondary school maths teacher?
Go directly to MOE and be primary school maths teacher?
Or ???

In dilemma for my future now.

I miss the times when you dont have to worry about what you need to do in future.

2010-12-27T15:28:00.001+08:00

♥ My niece and I ♥

I had a simple Christmas celebration with dear ♥ at my aunt's house this year. Dear was exceptionally close to my niece now. My niece will keep running towards him, start playing hide and seek, sitting on his lap, throwing ball .. So sweet~~!!

*Imagining how the future would be like with my kids and dear*

2010-12-25T00:14:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Random Post

2010-12-20T03:44:00.002+08:00

depress?

2010-12-15T22:49:00.003+08:00

kinda upset with myself recently..

deep down in my heart, i wana go back church.. yet, my body doesnt want.

deep down in my heart, i wana improve my slaloming skills.. yet, my body is too lazy. and started throwing tantrum when i cant do it.

whats wrong with me?
i feel like im going crazy.

i dont know if i should continue slaloming. i need somebody to guide me..
who ???

♥ ♥ ♥

2010-12-03T11:56:00.000+08:00

Memorable Week

SNFC and IFSC update

2010-11-30T09:44:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone! =)

Time to update alittle bit.

I've got 2nd for Snfc this year.

For IFSC, i got classic 6th and battle 6th.

Kinda disappointed with my performance. Will do better next year!!

Fighting~~~!!

I Love You, Shondy Ang Bok Sen!! <3

Back From Shanghai

2010-10-22T12:06:00.012+08:00

I've saved this post and update it quite many times already. And here is the post about my shanghai trip (but still quarter-way done)
Im back from Shanghai!

Lazy to write out.
So i'll try to post some photos.

First Day in Shang Hai:

My air ticket
It was a pure coincidence to sit with peiyi and sandra ♥

At Changi Airport toilet~ hehe

And finally, we've reached Shanghai at around 6.30am!
The weather there is damn shiok! 24/7 aircon, but the air is damn cui!!

The first meal at Shanghai.
Look at the black noodle. When you eat it, you feel like you're putting on BLACK lip gloss!!
Freaking oily!!

After this meal, we did not get to settle down at the hotel first. Instead, we went to visit a museum -.-
Was damn freaking tired cos i dint get a good sleep on the plane though sandra and peiyi said that I fell sooooo deep into sleep until sandra climb over me, i also dunno.

The museum

This is the miniature version of Shanghai.
Day time (above)
Night time (below)

The tallest buildings in Shang Hai

Next, we went to Cheng Huan Miao.
It's not a temple but a place for many tourist to shop at~ Though most of them are Chinas.

We were told that the Xiao Long Bao was damn nice, but after eating it, we find that DinTaiFung's Xiao Long Bao taste WAAAYYY nicer!

Finally, we arrived at our hotel room. I shared my room with Sandra and Peiyi.

Second day in Shang Hai:

On our next day, we went to visit two companies and had our free time. At night, Peiyi, sandra, adeling and myself went to HaoLeDi (their version of Kbox).

Happy 19th Birthday to me soon!!

2010-10-02T00:40:00.004+08:00

Time to update my blog!

Today, 1st of October is Happy Children Day. From 1-3.30pm, I went to give tuition and also sort of celebrate Children Day with my students. After that, I went to meet dear and his mama at Yishun Mrt. (In celebration for my birthday) Supposingly, we wanted to go Sembawang Shopping Centre and eat Aston. But ended up, we went to Northpoint Shopping Centre and had our meal at Manhatten Fish Market.

After that, me and dear went to Sembawang for our training while his mama head home. As I brought out the wrong skates (seba skates), I manage to slalom for the first hour. Dear helped me to bring my freestyle skates. So after the first hour, I went for our dance training. Finally..... our full dance routine is up!!! There maybe still some amendments here and there but afterall, it's still a relief to complete 90% of the dance. Hope that our performance will be a favorite to everyone :D

After training, I went to stayover at dear's house. When I reached his house, his mama asked him to face towards her room. So I was wondering "Why ask him face her room?" then after that dear said "OHHH~~!!" and came out with a beautiful box for me.

Inside that box, there's a small bag and also another long-sleeved top. I've made most of the description on facebook. So check it out yo! hahaha
I wont be uploading the long-sleeved top photo here because my iphone camera is too cui. Maybe I'll take a nicer one tmr with me wearing it and then upload it!! >.O

Also not to forget, dear's gift for me. He gave it to me quite some time ago because I'm in need for a wallet, as my previous wallet (which was also a gift from dear as our 1st month Anniversary) is tearing apart.

Going to meet my family later at Orchard to have dinner at Kiseki !!!

I feel blessed! :D

EXAMS OVER

2010-09-09T13:36:00.005+08:00

Exams are finally over. Left with one more semester of my poly life~

2010-09-04T13:16:00.005+08:00

For People Who Do Not Know Me That Well~

2010-09-01T02:35:00.003+08:00

I think, in my life, there's only a few people who know me damn well. These few people includes Dear, Rachelle and my family members.
Well..for those people who don't really know me, here's a brief description about me:

(1) I don't like to repeat things twice. I'll just say "ahh nvm.." or show a black face if someone wants me to repeat what I say again. Might be because I'm too lazy to say things twice~ heh

(2) I don't like bootlickers. This explains why I'm not a bootlicker~

(3) I don't like people with ill intentions/motives. To be honest, sometimes when I'm doing something, I got some intention/ motive but not to the extent of affecting people.

(4) I don't like people who talk cock and thinks that he's always right, when he's not.

(5) I don't like people who make use of other people's name to support his statement. It's even worst when those names that were mention don't even support his statement.

I'm quite a straight-forward person..especially when I can't stand certain issues, I'll just say out what is inside my head. You may find it hurtful but afterall, I'm just stating the fact (:
If you make the issue go on facebook, I will continue from there because I want to let those people who viewed your status/comment to know the fact~ I won't personally go talk to you on msn or what. That's how I am.

2010-08-28T21:03:00.001+08:00

心悸很重的人好怕人哦！

I've just updated my http://ivehhchiu.tumblr.com/
Hehe
Suddenly feel like changing the skin and updating it.
Check it out yo~!! :D

Lazy Bum

2010-08-25T14:41:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling damn lazy..
Don't feel like studying..
Don't even feel like skating..

@.@

This proves that I'm a woman

2010-08-20T02:04:00.000+08:00

Im so stresssss!!

filial?

2010-08-13T01:11:00.002+08:00

I used to play my role as a daughter. But now.. i dont want to play but BE a daughter.
Last time, you always tell me do this, do that i'll just listen because that's what a daughter should be.
but now, i'll not just only listen but think. If it really sound right to me, i'll obey.. if it doesn't, i wont obey. Thats what IVY CHIU as a daughter will be! For example, i know smoking or taking drugs is really a BIG BIG WRONG thing to do, so i wont go and do it. But if you want me to allow you to step into me and Shondy's relationship, I WONT! because it's none of your business! If you wanna advice or guide, yes you can. but not STEP INTO IT! pfft!!
Sometimes, i don't even wanna hear your advice or seek your guidance because you don't even understand me.

I really wish i can faster get married and run away from this home. Though I'll miss ivan, john and my dad. Maybe sometimes my mom too because after all, I'm IVY CHIU, the daughter of TANG AI SOK!

Updates

2010-08-03T00:18:00.003+08:00

Dont know if anybody still visit my blog.
But still, I'll update. heh

Not long ago, dear went to Taiwan for Asia Skating Championship and he got 8th for classic slalom men category!!! I'm so proud of him~!!! While he's away in Taiwan, I went to cut my hair short. Hehe I don't really like it but it make me feel refreshing and anew~

Next few days are really going to be busy. My busy also includes skating & accompanying dear. Heh Tmr (which is actually today), I'm going to stay back in school for about 5-6 hours to touch up on my Integrated Project. Wish my brain and backside (for sitting down) all the best! after chionging project, I'm going to skate with dear @ NP.

Wednesday will be my Integrated Project Presentation. Dont know how will it go but.. I hope my group can score really well!

Thursday is my Graphic Communication Presentation. Im not an art student so I dont know how the panel of judges will mark us~ but still, I hope my group can score really well!

After all these presentations, there's still a report to submit for MEDSOC (due next wednesday). My group is trying to finish ASAP before the YOG break starts~ During the YOG break, I gonna study real hard! Like what dear always like to say now, I'll go up the mountain and isolate myself away from this world to mug for my books. Hopefully I can do what Im saying right now. Heh

Skating Skating Slaloming Slaloming Skating Slaloming ~~~~ @_@ You are a difficult and interesting hobby which I have. No matter what, I'm going to master you!! hehehe! So dont be naughty!

Some photo updates:

2010-07-16T02:59:00.003+08:00

I'm so lazy to update my blog these days as my life is really hectic right now.
So many project submissions, presentations and test @.@ needa train hard for slalom too.

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Yesterday was me and dear's one year anniversary!! Though it was just a simple celebration, I still enjoyed it! Doing anything with dear will always be my enjoyment!!

And today, later on at 9.10am, I'll be sitting for my marketing research test paper - worth 30% of the overall marks. and I'm left with 1 and a half chapters now. Dont think i'll have the chance to sleep tonight~~ @.@
It's also IB report submission dateline. Report is done, but I still got to edit alittle bit here and there. I think i'll do it later after the test.

Plan for 16th July:

9.10 - 10.40am: MRSH test
11am: Project consultation
After that go home take a nap
5pm - 7pm: Tuition
8 - 10pm: Skating

And I wont be enjoying the weekends too cos next Monday got another short report submission.
Gosh. Year 3 sucks.

Back from camp

2010-06-18T00:20:00.003+08:00

Finally back from camp~~ though the camp is really fun, i still dislike going to camp. haha

Photos will be updated soon~

Right now, i just wana update one photo~

I miss you~~

2 weeks holidays

2010-06-14T02:59:00.001+08:00

having holidays = no holidays =C

RSA Animate - The Secret Powers of Time

2010-06-09T12:56:00.000+08:00

lovely weekends, deadly weekdays

2010-05-31T23:10:00.005+08:00

I love weekends to the max!!!

Friday was a public holiday - Vesak Day. So dear came over my house to stay on Thursday. He used my lappy to play dota, so all I can do is to watch. But I ended up studying for my MEDSOC test.

On Friday, we woke up at noon and headed down to IMM for lunch with my mama and John at Pepper Lunch. Then went to Sembawang to skate. I really gotta work hard for skating!!! I'm not young anymore, and there's still a long way to go! Must speed up and prove people that I can DO IT!
While~~ after skating PH send us home (Shondy's house). On the way, the car tire suddenly made a LOUD BOOM!! Damn scaryy & I thot my life was gonna to end just like that. But it was just a"punc-chek" (no air).

On Saturday, as usual (recently become usual), we went down ECP to skate. I dislike training at the rink, but love recre-ing around ECP, especially with dear. Can de-stress.

On Sunday, supposingly dear gotta go make his specs but ended up, we dint. So we head straight down to my church for service~ and after service, we went to watch Prince of Persia!
DAMN NICE MAN!!! UBER THRILLING!!! MUST WATCH!!

and so, that's my lovely weekend~ the pre-monday blue symptoms gradually sink in while I was on my way home. So many things to do!! @__@

I ♥ Shondy Ang

I LOVE WEEKENDS!

2010-05-23T23:34:00.003+08:00

I simply love weekends! because I got to spend the whole time doing things which I love to do!! ♥

today, accompanied dear to Aljunied to do some survey. just by doing that survey, he earn 35$. damn shiok~~ So he treated me to Marutama Ra-men. hehe my second visit to that ramen restaurant. ubeerrrrr nice! (Y) (Y) (Y)

after that, we slowly walked down to chinatown. supposingly, our purpose is to find the snowflakes dessert stall and have one bowl of snowflakes. but ended up, eating mango pomelo with sago and dear ate peanut cream~ heh

wonderful weekend~~!!! but it's time to resume back to the monday blues, and following weekdays =C

I love Shondy Ang~~!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

OO YAY

2010-05-21T12:22:00.002+08:00

OO YAY BABY!

I got grade A for my graphic communication module test (worth 20%).

today is the submission for the first report of this semester. (International Business Interim Report-IB report)

Have been chionging for the past few nights with Peiyi till Im really totally stressed out.

Next monday, is the submission for Marketing Research Proposal. Much way easier then the IB report. Mostly done already~

I've got another deadline coming up on 11 June - one national day logo, 3 postcards design. OMG

I so wana skate right now!!!

tired, stress, confused and painful

2010-05-18T00:39:00.005+08:00

Yes, my whole body is in pain. Even when I'm typing, it hurts.

I'm tired too.. but I've got report to complete.

I'm stress too because I tend to look at things as a whole and not one by one.

2010-05-06T00:28:00.001+08:00

I have enough of crying.

Love & Life

2010-05-05T00:49:00.004+08:00

I seems normal. Maybe to some people, I may be book smart as I can study (but not that good). But honestly, I'm an idiot in my own love and life. and I'm kind of crazy when I start to reflect my actions upon myself.

Many people always get cocked up in love and in their life. Is it because life just sucks? Is it because love just sucks?

For me, neither both. I found out my reason why and it's because we have not yet found out the true meaning of love and life.

If we understand love, we will learn to appreciate it and not feel depressed about it. Take for example, a pet dog. When it passed away, you can no longer keep it anymore. You know it and being depressed over it doesn't help as you know that it has to go somewhere else (heaven).

All these while, I've not understand what love is. I did not appreciate it when it's given to me. I took it for granted. I've been acting like a kiddy who doesn't understand a single thing. I complained, argue, quarrel and messed things up.

Now, I've came to realize how childish I was. I finally understood what love is. Ok, maybe understand part of what love is. I'll stop being a kiddy and stop throwing tantrums here and there. Your love has always been here for me, and I'm so grateful for it. Thank you Dear ♥ Shondy Ang.

Shall not continue any further in case it gets mushy with all of you.

About life, up till now.. I have not found out the meaning of it yet. Yes, I'm attending church but at this point of stage, I'm pondering to myself if I'm a Christian. I do believe that there's a God who creates heaven and earth. I do believe God exist to help us here and there. I do believe that there's a purpose of me being here, in this world. and I also believe that there's a heaven. However, sometimes I "forced" myself to be a christian to ensure that I can go to heaven. Think is time for me to do some soul searching with God (actually I should have done it quite long ago, but temptations keep coming in). haha

2010-04-29T23:54:00.002+08:00

I'm down with flu. and just caught a fever. my fingers are frozenly cold. But I cant sleep now yet.

People who have my contact number, please send me a sms and tell me who you are in that msg. THANKS!

2010-04-22T16:48:00.001+08:00

LOL! evolving from teacher to chicken.

photos update

2010-04-16T15:12:00.006+08:00

Taken at David's and Yanling's Wedding :

♥ ♥ ♥

the newly weds couple!!

first couple (from LOL) to get married in church!!

__________________________________________________

♥Dear

churchies

oh yay!

2010-04-15T11:47:00.001+08:00

Libra and Leo

This meeting is truly blessed. In fact, it's an ideal match. Sensual Libra and dramatic Leo are a stylish and dynamic duo, one which catches fire in the bedroom and maintains the energy through thick and thin.

What a romantic couple! You both love to love. You both idealize your loved one. You share a natural sense of drama and style and always do everything in the grand manner. The movie of your life together will not be short on excitement and good costumes! However, the plot could be the area of debate.

When Cardinal Scales encounters Fixed Lion, it's the Scales who must learn to give ground. This is really no problem for you, for of all signs, Libra is the most other-oriented. Notwithstanding, the wise Lion will learn both to listen and to discuss. The way to get the best from you and your Lion is to remember the rules about Fire and Air. Too much air and the fire burns out of control; too little and the flame stifles and dies.

You are a leader and a thinker, so your ideas can stimulate your fiery mate to action. However, if you allow debate to become too protracted, or become fatally indecisive, the Lion loses patience. Leo is a Fixed Sign with a firm attitudinal base. Gently encourage your furry Beast to see the other side of things. Ask for help if you're unsure. Lions are generous and love to show it, but generally Lions think they're always right and don't see the point of discussion. If you blind Leo with science, the Lions will retreat to an accustomed position and snarl or sulk. If you tell the Big Cat what to do, Lions will fight with a persistence that wears you out. The best approach is to let them think the new idea or strategy is theirs. Play diplomat to the monarch and you'll do well.

On a straight course, the Lion is stronger and more determined than you are. Harness that dauntless Leo will to a joint course and your fortunes are made. You could not ask for a more loyal companion. Your Lion will stand by you through thick and thin.

The Lion is a proud creature. Never demean him or her or make fun in public. At the same time, don't be afraid to scrap with your Lion, just so you can give in gracefully. Leo is fiery sign and needs a vigorous workout. If you're tender, intelligent and prepared to be the power behind the throne, you'll have a mate for life with whom you can share love and success. It's a perfect match.

took the link from rachelle's blog. http://www.astrologycom.com/astromatch

LIFE

2010-04-12T00:24:00.002+08:00

Great Weekend!!

Did facial with dear, and it's uber fun! hehe memoriable~

and we attended David and Yan's wedding on sunday evening. So happy for them!!

Everything goes well, and I felt so happy UNTILLL

I found out that my EXAMS CLASHES with WFSC again this year! ALL BECAUSE OF YOG!!

and that's why our exams date have to push backwards!!

GRRRRRRRRRRRR!! IM SO ANGRY. IM SO SAD. IM SO UNHAPPY.

!@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&

feel like saying FML, but i just read the GMH (Give me Hope) website. urgghh grrr!!

sometimes i'm so blinded

2010-04-08T09:32:00.002+08:00

6th April 2010:

"Japanese Day"

After work, went to have ramen at Tompopo (I think that's the name of the restaurant) at Taka with dear. Then we took a bus down to clarke quay. I realize I've been there before, but I think only once? heh

The night view at Clarke Quay is aweee to the sommeee!

Dear brought me the Liang Court to see many Jap stuffs especially the Japanese Supermarket.

Aweeeesome night with dear! ♥

7th April 2010:

"Surprise!"

Dear surprise me at work today!! But I already knew about the surprise =P hehe

But it's the thoughts that counts! I've longing for the surprise, which make me expect it almost every single day. So, maybe that's why I know that he's going to surprise me (yesterday).

Went Mcdonalds to have dinner @ Science Center. But after a short while, I gotta leave to give Vinice tuition.

8th April 2010:

"My kids"

My kids are actually referring to my previous students (Alan & Qian Qian).

Today after work, I'm going down to find them for a short while nia. Cos they got another tuition at 7.30.

So i gotta rush down after work . Miss them lotss!!

bloggers

2010-04-03T00:49:00.007+08:00

Dedicated to Rachelle:

" I've known you since secondary one, which means we've already know one another for about 6 years!! Time really flies.. Do you still remember Trix(square) ? hahaha it's sorta childish but it was really fun to have a clique. Having the sense of belonging. We quarreled and patched up again just like a couple who will never break up. Ever since after we graduate from school (primary and secondary), you're the only person which I really keep in contact with and the feeling is like we're stick together. Thinking about what we've been through, it's really memories that I'll never erase. Thank You for being there for me. Be assured that I'll always be here for you too." ♥

Dedicated to Shondy Ang:

"Having know you for merely 2 years, you've made me so in love with you. I can never experience and exactly feel what you've been through in the past but i want to experience and feel what you will be going through in the future. I've been always so self-centered and always neglect your feeling. I promise you, with the whole world as my witness (via my blog), right now that I'll put in every effort to make you the Happiest Man on earth. To make your smile shine right from your heart. Every loneliness or unhappiness will be occupied with my effort :D Love you, dear." ♥♥♥

Recently i have been blog hunting during work and after work.

It's interesting to see how people grow and got inspired by certain stuffs in their life through their Archives blog posts. I, myself, also got inspired from their posts.

One of the posts:

"If You Always Worry About The Past, You Wont Be Able To Enjoy The Present~" - dear's blog

Recently, I've been worrying about lotsa stuffs. These stuffs could even be those stuffs that are non-existent. Maybe because I've made many regrets in the past, worrying about history repeating again. All these worries have prevented me from enjoy the present.

Life is like a rubber band.

When you're being stretched, it feels as though you've got a heavy burden pulling you from one end to the other end.

Sometimes, you're being loosen and you just wish that you could stay this way for the rest of your life.

However, sometimes the rubber band will snap too. At any moment. You wont know when you'll have your last breathe on this earth. Every moment is the moment for you to cherish.

Don't hide your true self to appease other people. At the same time, find your true self.

For me, at this point of time, I don't really know who am I. Suddenly, I forgot how my character is like. I feel as though my body is just a shell with nothing in it. Like an empty egg shell..

Uh oh .. shit! i forgot to look at the time. Time for me to tuck into my bed.

Goodnight world~

All the best to those who are competing in rookie and wfsc qualifying later on~ (approximately 8-9 hours time)

Jiayou Dear!!! ♥♥♥

post for fun

2010-03-31T15:38:00.003+08:00

43 things a girl wished her boyfriend knew

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.
#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.
#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.
#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.
#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.
#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.
#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.
#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
#13 When she's scared, protect her.
#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
#25 Don't let her have the last word.
#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.
#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.
#30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.
#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.
#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
#37 Let her into your world.
#38 Let her wear your clothes.
#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
#40 Let her know she's important.
#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.
#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too.

took it from Rachelle. It's so true but i post this just for fun. hah

"From love flows happiness, contentment, peace, and joy. From fear comes anger, hate, anxiety and guilt."

Willingness to feel insecure is the first step on the journey beyond hope and fear. It leads to the far more challenging state: groundlessness -- knowing that nothing ever remains the same, learning to live with the unrelenting constant of change, realizing that even the good things won't last forever, accepting that change is just the way it is.

--Meg Wheatley, in Shambala Sun

2010-03-29T09:31:00.002+08:00

♥不管月亮代表谁的心, 反正我会永远爱着你. ♥

had meeting in town ytd with np skaters. fast meeting and then went to play L4d and eat tau huay~

after that, went novena to change wheels.

then met up with dear in the evening to watch "how to train a dragon". it's awesome ! damn exciting~~

rookie comp and wfsc qualifying this coming saturday. all the best, dear ♥ ! all the best to those who are taking part too!

yesterday, today

2010-03-24T10:20:00.003+08:00

yesterday after work, met dear at Dhouby to eat the mongolian buffet.

and they dint have my favorite drunken prawn and chocolate fondue =C

dint take any photos cos i also dunno why. haha

__________

right now

as usual, have got nothing to do in the office.

gonna to give rachelle's brother tuition tonight. wonder how will it be

dear going jam tonight, shiokness.

my holiday got no life at all T.T

and my timetable for the upcoming semester is screwed. i wonder whos in my class.. year 3, impt year!!

last tuition

2010-03-22T17:01:00.003+08:00

Work for today is to just write one 2-page report for N-1 Asia. I bet none of you have heard about it. and u cant find it online. it's a pets accessories inventor and provider.

Luckily, Joanne (part-time colleague) did this before i came for this intern. and its almost 3/4 done. so i just continue from where she stops.

Other than doing this, of course i will slack. i've been reading World Interesting Facts for almost the whole day.

& I saw this photo :

taken from national geographic.

uber cool!

&& Tonight gonna be a good night. nahhhh~~~ =C

it's going to be my last tuition class with my current students. Cant bear~ but i guess i can teach rachelle's siblings better than teaching my current students.

boredom

2010-03-19T15:19:00.002+08:00

Some Interesting Facts:

(1) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off.

(2) You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television.

(3) No piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7 times. (Really? Anybody wana find out?)

(4) The king of hearts is the only king without a mustache.

(5) Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning.

(6) Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin

(7) The first owner of the Marlboro Company died of lung cancer.

(8) It is possible to lead a cow upstairs...but not downstairs.

(9) Turtles can breathe through their butts.

(10) On average, 100 people choke to death on ball-point pens every year

(11) Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.

(12) The Main Library at Indiana University sinks over an inch every year because when it was built, engineers failed to take into account the weight of all the books that would occupy the building. (LOL)

(13) No word in the English language rhymes with 'MONTH.'

(14) Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing. SCARY!!!

(15) In ancient Egypt, priests plucked EVERY hair from their bodies, including their eyebrows and eyelashes.

(16) TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard.

(17) The cigarette lighter was invented before the match.

(18) If you fart consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.

(19) Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people do.

(20) Kissing helps prevent tooth decay

(21) Horses can't vomit and pigs can't look up in the sky

(22) The snake can see through its eye lids when its eyes are closed

(23) Whales die if their echo system fails.

(24) It is possible for any American citizen to give whatever name he or she chooses to any unnamed mountain or hill in the United States.

(25) Coca-Cola was originally green.

results!

2010-03-19T09:32:00.002+08:00

woo yay!!

results is out!! and i did well~!! wana thank dear dear soooo much ♥ ♥ ♥

huhu, must do well for year 3! then maybe i'll continue my studies.

2010-03-16T17:41:00.002+08:00

Forgot to blog about yesterday.

Terence came to find me during lunch time. He drove me to NP to have lunch with Andy.

Ate at Makan Place. Quite miss the food there.

Before Terence wanna send me back to office, i found out that my "♥ S " came off. I look around everywhere and still, cant find it. Andy gotta rush for his class, so gotta go off. I just pray that Terence can find it somewhere in his car.

But when i reach back the office, i saw it on my desk!! phew ~~~

Did nothing at work for the whole afternoon. I wonder what can i write for this week 3 and week 4 log book. uhmmm..

After work, rushed off to have dinner with my dad, and then went to give tuition.

This is my last second class with my current students. Going to give Rachelle's siblings maths tuition from next wednesday onwards.

heh

Today!

Boss brought me with him for a meeting. Interesting stuffs!

The meeting last till about 12.30 then boss treat me to lunch at somewhere behind tiong plaza.

The duck rice is nice!! then after that, boss got another meeting. so he asked me to take cab back office. but i've got nothing to do back in the office, so i suggest take train back. slowly slowly take my own sweet time~~ hehe

Back in office, i facebooked, msned, walked around, draw and read finish Yotsubato.

Tonight going to skate! and can see dear!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-03-15T10:15:00.003+08:00

have got nothing to do in the office, so drew this~~

This is damn FUNNY!

my students~

Alan's sister

omggg regret.

2010-03-14T22:17:00.002+08:00

went to IT fair with dear today.
On the way, we bump into glenn and happen to know that glenn, weijing and the rest are skating at esplanade underpass. so we decided pop by and say hi.

Then we went to the 人山人海 suntec city. Packed to the max!
Bought my printer, laptop casing and dear bought his ink~
Halfway through buying, i suddenly 冒冷汗.. feel as if i can faint any moment. i think cos really too crowded.
And then we also bump into Bryan. but we go our separate ways in the end.

Argh, i regret. i regret.
lesson learnt : not to let your emotions control your thinking.
poof!

awesome

2010-03-12T23:32:00.001+08:00

Super Cute!!

2010-03-12T10:44:00.001+08:00

CUTENESS!!

2010-03-11T20:10:00.008+08:00

OMGGGG!!!

小小彬!!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

see more photos

http://www.facebook.com/pages/-xiao-xiao-bin/275763388685#!/pages/-xiao-xiao-bin/275763388685?v=photos

you are my love

2010-03-11T11:24:00.002+08:00

Actually, i'm happy with what I have right now.
Sometimes, i just forget to look at myself from a third person point of view.
I only think of what I want. And I always want more. Getting greedier =C
I'm sorry for complaining last night. I'm a happy girl!

love you always, dear!

pretty.

2010-03-10T16:52:00.002+08:00

All ladies, who call themselves ladies, would of course wish to be pretty.

& I know there are many pretty ladies out there who look way much better than me.

but you've nvr describe me as pretty before.

I'm not jealous, but it just give me the motivation to become someone who i dont wana be.

2010-03-08T16:46:00.001+08:00

i'm so bored in the office. nothing to do, trying to clear my hotmails but stopped halfway, too lazy.

i want holidays~~~

thank you ♥

2010-03-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

Thank you dear for the watch ♥

love it lots! ♥

attachment day 4

2010-03-04T21:17:00.003+08:00

reached office at 10.30 today.

and boss dint mind.

but boss gave me lotsa work to do today.

actually, having lotsa work make the time pass faster.

and i love doing the work.

oh yea

2010-03-03T17:50:00.001+08:00

oh yea~!! tmr start work at 10 instead of 9am.

but still gotta wake up at 4 am.

zombie day.

attachment day 3

2010-03-03T15:00:00.003+08:00

working isn't as fun as i think. especially when you don't like the job.

there's no early dismissal (just like when u're schooling) and u just sit at ur desk, waiting for the clock to strike at 6pm.

oh ya, and did i mention it before? my workplace (iHUB) is right at the top of a "hill". so everyday i gotta climb up and down the hill. (for lunch too, cos there's only one canteen at iHUB)

my job is quite relaxing, we can go and have lunch at 12, and reach back the office at 2pm. there isnt much work for me and the other temporary staff. basically, the boss and the assistant will do most of the job.

after work, i still gotta give tuition @.@ super tiring

i guess right after tuition, i'll come home and sleep. gotta send faith off tmr morning at around 4-5am and then gotta go outram get my retainers.

feeling weird without my braces.

i'm so tired. i want my bed~ it's so near yet so far.

attachment day 1

2010-03-02T00:20:00.003+08:00

woke up at 7.30 today to get ready for my first day of attachment.

took bus 333, and dint know i can find my workplace so quickly.

so reached my workplace at 8.30 ( work starts at 9am) but no ones there, and i'm not sure if i'm at the right place.

so i went around to ask people, and ya it is. so i waited till 9.05 then finally got ppl come to open the door.

i've researched on my attached company before and i thot it's a quite a big company. surprisingly, there's only one boss, one assistant (Rachel) and one temporary staff (Joanne, A-level student, same age as me).

so now, there's only 4 people in the company.

so today, what did i do? my boss is currently out of town. so there's only the three of us in office.

uhm, basically i did nothing much. the boss said that my PC's monitor spoilt and told the assistant to go buy one monitor during our lunch break.

So in the morning, i just sat on my seat and read magazines relating to franchising (and secretly took a nap. huhu)

then at around 11.30, we went to IMM and had pepper lunch. then bought the monitor.

reached back office at arnd 1, we tried to fix it with the CPU. ended up, at arnd 2.30 we then decided to give up.

so i shared laptop with the temp staff to do research on grants and make two articles on our clients. sleepy afternoon~

tmr gotta bring laptop to office till the boss is back.

after work, went home changed then went off to give tuition..

my kids starting to rebel. teach until super tired. they kept talking and talking.

OH YA! joke of the day!

i taught my students science today because tmr they will be having their CA1 science paper.

so i revised their work with them.

as i was teaching the girl (from china) ,

i asked her "mammals breathe through what?"

and she said " i dont know"

so i said "lungs"

she asked " whats lungs?"

i forgot what's lungs in chinese so i put my hands above my chest.

trying to tell her what's lungs.

and she say " neh neh pork"

LOL

and after tuition, went to meet faith, terence, andy and joshua for a "farewell" dinner. because faith and joshua is flying off this thursday and friday.

andy bought his iphone alrdy.

to think about it, this may be the last time we will have the chance to eat together. because after this semester, we may not be in the same class anymore ~~~

miss miss miss.

joshua faster go upload photos!!!

that's all of today. going to meet dear tmr!! YAYS!

holidays =/= holidays

2010-02-27T04:17:00.003+08:00

FINALLY exams are OVER!

but I've got no holidays. my holidays = night time only

deeply sadded.

but i look forward to my attachment!!

cause i've got no experience working officially.

updates:

2010-02-22T23:32:00.003+08:00

last friday, had cell group at Bro Chris' house. Played with chloe and charlotte. Both of them are extremely CUTE!!

charlotte

chloe

played WII bowling, boxing, tennis and baseball too. baseball is a little difficult, cos the gripping of the control is very different.

On saturday, went to shirley's house for CNY visitation. we reached there at about 2 and then stayed thru out all the way till 10. from day time to night time. extreme to the max~ first time playing big small, and got burn in the pocket =C

then dear came over to stay at my house again! wooo yeaaah~!! we played table tennis with john and john's friend in the middle of the night. DAMN F-U-N! (Y)

my mom said that she can hear us playing while she's sleeping. luckily no one complain. phew

Nothing much about sundays and mondays.

i skipped tuition cos i ate curry fish head for dinner. I will never fail to have stomachache after eating curry fish head.

Wednesday will be HRM. tons of stuffs to memorize.

6 more chapters to go! JIAYOU!

wont be able to see dear till friday =C

miss sabs ♥

i cant concentrate!

2010-02-18T11:13:00.004+08:00

i just cant concentrate mugging for my exams. grrrr

ytd night, went over to dennis' house for sec school steamboat gathering. we played cards, and i got 3 times in a row "by luck" and about 8 to 9 times "by luck". but after that, aint that lucky anymore. junhao is damn pedophile. or mayb peDOLLphile because while playing the cards, he kept playing with a barbie doll. he strip the doll, wanted ppl to kiss the doll and even breast feed the doll!! [ photos at facebook ] lazy to transfer. ahaha

i guess no sleep tonight or maybe a few hours of sleep. i miss sabs~

this is soo funny!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & VALENTINES DAY ♥

2010-02-15T01:29:00.006+08:00

hello everybody!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR + HAPPY VALENTINES DAY~!

On saturday noon, dear came to find me. and surprisingly, i saw him carrying one big baby pig soft toy !!! SUPER CUTE~!!! some more, the pampers can be removed! ♥

i'm going to protect this baby pig from ivan.

And today, woke up in the morning. tried to make something for dear, but fail. going to give it a second try during this weekend ^.O

then head out to my father's mother (ah ma's) place. and then to my mother's mother (ma ma's) place.

on the way from my ah ma's house to my mama's house, the bus broke down. and there's this indian passenger making a fuss out of it with the driver.

The driver is a china man, and the indian man seems to have something against him. keep saying the driver is at fault, wanna sue him~

then just nice, there's another singaporean bus driver on the bus. and he somehow "ignore" the indian man and help the china driver with the passenger. then the indian man say to the singaporean bus driver : " you're singaporean right? how can u support the china man. I going to sue u also."

and i dont know what happen after that. deep down in my heart, i feel like !@#$%^& at the indian man. but, i got no guts to do that. hahaha

then i reach my mama's house. stayed for about 15mins, i gotta leave to go find dear.

my nephew kept asking why i must leave. [because he wana play my phone] and i told him why i nida leave, then he ask if he can come along with me. LOL super cute! hahah

i was late, and kept dear and his family waiting =S sorry~

after visiting, supposingly wana go sentosa. but it's too late

so we went orchard road~!! and dear gave me the lovely three little piggies~!!!

♥ it soooo much!!

happy until i dunno how to express it out.

thank you dear ♥♥♥

and today, is our 7th Month Anniversary!! ♥ ^^

being contented

2010-02-11T00:17:00.004+08:00

Life is full of wonders, which make us ponders.

Chinese New Year and Valentine Day coming SOON! cant wait~ !!

My first time spending valentine with someone I love. Heh

Still remember, last year valentine was a saturday.

Me, Shondy and Rachelle met up at Bedok Hawker Centre for lunch then head off to ecp. We still went star bucks (my first time) and then Burger King for dinner, together with PH.

and I remember, at that point of time, I already love Shondy. hehe

So to estimate how long I've love Shondy, it's about a year already! Time flies~~,but aint pests! (If you can catch the joke, haha) Many more years to GO~!!

Libra(s) are often referred as romantic souls. So forgive me for my mushiness. heh

Have you?

2010-02-09T00:27:00.004+08:00

Have you ever felt so useless?

No matter what you do, you'll just ended up doing some cui things.

In front of others, I got the confidence to do things which I can do.

In front of you, i feel so stupid and useless. Most of the time, i just dont get positive comments.

What am I good at? Dancing, i give it up for skating. Skating, i'm not good. Studies, not good either. Body, sucks like hell with my cui leg.

i have no confidence in myself at all. i just wana hear something honestly good about myself

time to start!

2010-02-08T12:23:00.005+08:00

time to get started with my books! i said this since i wake up, but up till now, still havent start yet. hahaha

i went to try out tumblr.com

because, i saw many inspirational post there. i'm still quite new to it. so there's nothing much on my tumblr~ and also cos i saw jas's tumblr post .

gotta go school later on for my attachment meeting. i'm scared i'll be lonely~ but who cares. i still gotta make new friends and "colleagues" when i go and work.

tmr i'll be going to have my family reunion dinner. kinda early~ because ivan is only free on tuesday. so on saturday, i think i'm going to my aunt's house to eat another family reunion with my grandma.

wont be able to meet dear tmr =C

ilovesabs

tooth fairy

2010-02-04T01:04:00.004+08:00

went to watch "Tooth Fairy" with dear on tuesday night.
i find the storyline about the same as "The Spy Next Door" but i prefer "The Spy Next Door" more than "Tooth Fairy".

Cant wait to go Japan with dear~!!! right, dear? heh

so that you can tag my board.
one more year to go! ♥♥♥

I just completed all my projects.
But there's still more >> one individual assignments next wednesday, then semestral exams and internship during the holidays.
so, time for me to say "goodbye" to my holidays T.T

i'm attached to this company : Purpleclay Consulting Pte Ltd.

located quite near to my house, somewhere at Jurong Town Hall. But there's no direct bus for me. and that area is always jam. "So near yet so far"

i wana change my camera. i'm thinking of selling my current camera and then buy canon IXUS 200 IS. happen to see it in TEENS magazine. cost around $549 @.@

Sentosa

2010-01-31T00:29:00.003+08:00

Didn't sleep well last night, cos i kept dreaming that i submit my project late.

Supposingly, dear's performance is at 12pm~ but ended up it's 10am. luckily, the dream woke me up at around 8.30am. So, manage to reach Sentosa at arnd 10am~ took cab in to sentosa. the cost for a cab (or mayb car) to go in is $6!! daylight robbery.

Played games at the Sentosa beach fiesta. The games there are really way better than our bazaar's =X their prizes also (Y)!! and Sentosa changed alot! cant wait for the universal studio to open~~

At around 1pm, we decided to go off to Great World City to check out on Heelys.

But, we're carrying lotsa stuffs. so went to dear's house, put some stuffs and then went to Great World City. I think it's my first time going to Great World City. ahhaha It look like a "royal" shopping mall.

Then, we walk round and round, finally found the shop. We also found out that the minimum cost is around 130$ for one pair of heelys. it's damn expensive!! way above our budget and estimated price. hahah i decided not to buy~

Feeling quite disappointed~ so we went to eat Sakae!! after eating, we went to the roofgarden at Orchard Central. The night view is damn nice!!! but my camera lousy. cant take good pictures during the night =C

so this is what i have~

♥♥♥

I love anything that has got to do with papers~~~

SHOPPING

2010-01-22T23:58:00.005+08:00

woke up at 8.15 for FMGT tutorial at 9am.

the weather was superb for sleeping~~ T.T

ended up, late for school. faith was late too, so met her at the bus stop and then went to class~

after 11am, we self-declare end of school.

so we (me, faith, terence, joshua and andy) went shopping @ orchard!!

supposingly, i'm the one shopping, and they are accompanying me. but ended up, i only bought one skirt from F21. while andy bought 2 shirts and joshua bough 1 pants.

orchard central roof garden is really~~~ NICE!! especially, at this "dunno what name" restaurant, if you just order beverage, you can seat on the sofa outside the restaurant. facing the night view of town area~!! (below)

we're stupid enough to take the escalator up. so we went round and round up till the 12th floor.

the escalator is damn long!

the view from the roofgarden.

swimming pool and playground above OG. issit a hotel?

before leaving orchard, we went 313 toilet for a pee.

and i saw a couple leaving the handicap toilet together =S

hahaha

and after that, i dint went cell =X

i'm really too lazy to go. maybe not lazy, but no mood to go.

whenever i go church these few days, i'm feeling so ~ outcasted? and perhaps really spiritually low. down the tunnel.

i feel like skating now. this week so far, only skated once.

UpDaTeS.

2010-01-19T13:23:00.003+08:00

The bazaar was really tiring but overall, it's fun! though we made losses.

Tmr CMA paper - 20% weightage. Totally no mood to study, but still must study.

And then after CMA gotta chiong I&E presentation.

T.T

And i just realize CNY is on Sunday. So there's church, house visitation and valentines day.

Alamak~ i think i'll be skipping church =X

ECD BAZAAR @ ECP PLAYGROUND

2010-01-15T02:18:00.002+08:00

hello peepos!

Event: Bazaar!!

Date: this saturday , 16th jan 2010

Time: 11am - 6pm

Venue: Big Splash Playground @ ECP (old big splash area)

What's HAPPENING?

Come down and support my stall !! There's fun games and prizes to be won! Gifts for your love ones or for any children available. (e.g Interesting Balloon Sculptures!! and bracelet pens)

Please come down and support me!! Thank You!

updates.

2010-01-10T03:05:00.004+08:00

upcoming week is going to be stressful.

ECD test (weightage 30% - 8 chapters) on tuesday.

ECP bazaar on saturday.

in between tuesday and saturday gotta chiong preparation for the bazaar.

it's been a long time since...

sometimes, what you say makes me feel jealous easily. i dont feel like i'm urs.

goodnights.

PHOTOS

2010-01-07T11:04:00.005+08:00

ME AND DEAR <3

My family

this photo i look abit weird, but i like the effects. heh

(taken by glenn)

NP URBAN~

WE:

Churchies:

New Year Resolutions

2010-01-04T17:29:00.004+08:00

Steamboat photos:

Countdown photos:

Reflections on 2009:

Over this past one year, many things happen.

I still remember, at the beginning of 2009, when Bro Chris asked me if i'm ready to become a leader. and i answered, i could try my best to become one.

But within this one year, many thing changes.

I'm sorry to disappoint those who have expectations on me, especially my mom. I want to live my own life and not live a life to meet your expectations.

School Friends

( Faith, Terence, Andy and Joshua)

I know i always pang seh you all, but thank you for being there for me! chionging project together and sharing sorrows together. hahaha

Church Peeps

Especially Jaslyn, Choomin and Peixian.

To Jaslyn: Thank you for hearing out my thoughts and giving me advice ^^ stayover soon!!

To Choomin and Peixian: I know both of you have been busy with school, work and church. Rarely had the time to meet up~ but i do enjoy the times with you. all the craps! hahah

Skating Friends

Skating here and there, i think almost the whole Singapore.

and i got the chance to know more people better this year~ like shuwen. hahaha

Enjoying every single moment with u all!

Dear Shondy

Thank You for being there for me. I know I always nao bian niu (挠变扭), and yet you still can tahan me. I'm looking forward to our future!! ^^

New Year Resolutions:

(1) Stay Healthy and Fit.

(2) Earn and save money.

(3) Score well, academically.

(4) Improve slalom

(5) Wonderful year with dear

(6) Grow up, be more mature

(7) What i want to do after i graduate (for next year)

(8) Learn to self-control and not to be so emotional.

(9) Do not lose sight of Jesus

(10) Everyone Happy, I Happy! ^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-01-03T00:42:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

and especially to IVAN CHIU BOON PIN!

[because he want me to dedicate this to him]

On 31st December, dear, me, john and clarence met up at bugis. ate steamboat at 天天火锅 and it sucks. the previous steamboat i went to eat with dear on christmas is X3 better. Somemore, when dear went to take the plate, he saw two baby cockroaches =S

can puke! but luckily, we're full already.

After eating, we walked down to parklane to reserve seats for war at 1am. then rush down to city hall to meet terence and his friend to see the fireworks!

We squeeze through tons of people and saw something very disgusting.

Many guys went to pee behind the bushes, next to the esplanade flyover. While walking, can even smell their urine. but luckily, 我没有smell到. hehe

When we "settle down" at one place to see the fireworks. John piggyback (or issit piggybag?) me . hehe i got the VIP view. and video it down.

The fireworks is really awesome. my second time seeing it in real life.

i'll upload it to youtube asap ^^

After watching, we immediately chiong to parklane. but i lead the wrong way. ended up, we run from city hall to clark quay, then to parklane. almost, or should i say, we made a U-turn =S

When we reach the lan shop, the IDIOT shop person gave up our seats to other people and the reason is, they changed shift and the person was not informed. furthermore, we got 8 people in total (me, dear, john, clarence, rohi, carlson, ernest and jireh). It'll be damn difficult for us to find seats available for 8 people!

then we went to find, manage to find one~ for 8 people.

played till 6am then went to had our breakfast! it has been a long time since i ate breakfast at 6am! i think since secondary school. hahahah

after that, went over to dear hse to stay.

Thank you for packeting the food. hehe ♥

2009-12-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

2010

2009-12-28T15:19:00.002+08:00

Doing project in school now. So bor~~~ing.
Holidays holidays~~ why are you never enough?

Upcoming semester break, i will be having my attachment also.
from 01 march to 17 april~
which means, i wont be having any break. but i can earn money~~!!
from 01.01.10 onwards, i'm going to save save save! hehe

target amount: $3,600!!
tae bah!

so excited about 2010!!

christmas season~!!

2009-12-21T03:17:00.003+08:00

had a pre-christmas celebration in church today, for the children ministry.

i still rmb when i was young, i always like to go up on stage.

and i love clowns~more than santa claus (thou santa claus aint real)

becuase clowns are always fun and surprising.

but santa claus, just give what u want. no fun~

and during youth service, choo min, px and mel are really damn funny! hahah

luckily i manage to leave the service early~

heard that the sermon is boring =X

that's all for today~

cant wait for today (monday)!! cant wait for tuesday!! and wednesday!!

i want holidays to slowly pass by~~

having family chalet this week from monday to friday.

but i'll be staying only on tues and wednesday~

thursday mayb gotta meet faith for bazaar deco, and church peeps for christmas prezzies.

that's all~~ bon voyage to ph, rachelle, krystal and jerome.

holidays

2009-12-19T13:29:00.002+08:00

common test over!! woohoo~ time for holidays~!! and projects =S

christmas and new year coming!!

i wanna go orchard!! i wanna go watch new moon with faith!!

i feel like buying chritmas prezzies~ but this month no income T.T

2009-12-17T21:12:00.002+08:00

i admire "her" courage.

watch till the end. she's just not a normal person.

info about "her" :

im bisexual let get that out the way i love all genders and races
names is Pedro martell im 17yrs old yup well hers the thing im disabled i have a birth defect called caudal regression syndrome my spine stopped growing when i was born
im really nice i have a positive attitude love to sing and dance and be entertaining i love encouraging people i love making people laugh i love my life im happy to be alive im very out going i act goofy i don't care about what other people think; i love what i have You just have to live your life not caring what they think and shake them off like {mariah} says and so far i have.

2009-12-17T15:07:00.001+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ !!

ro-man-ti-ca~

one more, just one more!!

2009-12-17T02:32:00.003+08:00

one more paper!!

HRM on friday 8.30 - 10 am~

and then it'll be holidays!!

but holidays don't really seems like holidays.

Projects to be done during the holidays:

(1) HRM

(2) I&E

(3) bazaar

T.T

heavy eyelids

2009-12-15T15:47:00.004+08:00

my eyelids are heavy now. not yet heavy, but soon.

eba paper was okay okay~ can pass but dunno can score well =/

i cant wait for fmgt to be over.

happy 5 months! ♥

Stressed out

2009-12-14T18:10:00.001+08:00

stress out.
perhaps tonight, i really need redbull.

cma paper was ok today.
think i can score pretty well~ ^^

2009-12-12T22:54:00.002+08:00

"Truly loving another means letting go of all expectations. It means full acceptance, even celebration of another's personhood." -Karen Casey

i'm still learning.

cant wait for Christmas!!

suki~

2009-12-11T22:35:00.003+08:00

went for EBA revision lecture.
practically, everything is coming out. so gonna be dead.

after EBA lecture, there's HRM lecture. but as usual we skipped it.
supposingly, me and faith wanted to head home and catch a good sleep.
but terence called me.
and "demand" or "tempt" us to go for suki at HOUGANG POINT!
soo far. but josh is driving.
and because of the good news~ me and faith decided to go.
hehe

gotta THANK ANDY MUCH MUCH!!
we reached there and start our buffet at around 1.
at around 3, we're full already.
but we continue sit there and talk crap. damn funny!
played true or dare, and spin the bottle.
andy said if he's left with 24hours before he die, he'll want to drive joshua's car around singapore from PIE to PIE, AYE to AYE for the whole 24 hours.
siao siao one.
hahahaha
many more insides facts~ hor faith, 24hrs i think he'll die before u die. haahhahah!

waiting for joshua to upload the photo, cos my camera sucks :C

gotta go back to studies now.
sad life..

finally tmr can meet dear~!! ♥ ♥

EXTREME CUTENESS!!!

2009-12-10T14:33:00.004+08:00

i was wrong. common test period is the best time to keep posting and updating blog.
why?
because you got nothing else to do except studying and studying.

EXTREME CUTENESS!!!
ESPECIALLY 27secs!! "I'll be with you~~"
look abit like my another nephew. jin chan (jap mix singapore)

my common test schedule:

(1) Cost and Managerial Accounting
14th December, Monday
1.30pm - 3.oopm

(2) Electronic Business Applications
15th December, Tuesday
1.30pm - 3.00pm

(3) Financial Management
16th December, Wednesday
11.00am - 12.30pm
*afraid got not enough time to study =S

(4) Human Resource Management
18th December, Friday
8.30am - 11.00 am

Difference

2009-12-10T00:53:00.004+08:00

The difference between a man and a woman when it comes to reassurance is that most men don’t need to be validated. Men do crave attention from women, but they don’t need it all the time.

A well-balanced man can spend the day with his girlfriend and go through the entire next day without having to see them. A well-balanced woman could possibly go through the entire day without seeing them, but a few phone calls have to be made or the day doesn’t seem right. A man with good self esteem does not need to be reassured every day that the relationship is fine and that their partner loves them.

Some women are lucky in this area and don’t need reassurances, but most women feel that they aren’t good enough or that there is someone better than them. Women are insecure because of all the public hype over having to be perfect to be truly loved.

The difference between a man and a woman is that a man is confident in what he wants, and will work towards getting what he wants. As a man is accustomed to having what he wants he is most often going to give his partner a little more room in the relationship. Men are not very open when it comes to expressing ones feelings, or showing too much love. If a man were to love someone too much, and be too clingy, they are often times considered possessive and jealous.

jingle bell

2009-12-07T17:21:00.002+08:00

jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way

quite in the holidays mood now. yet common test are next week
holidays mood + common test = X2 stress

went vivo with cm and jas after church yesterday.
and we discussed about our christmas "project".
hahaha
cant wait till stayover at jas's place! then we can go walk the bridge and eat botak jones for breakfast!! woohooo~~!!
*make choomin jealous* hahahah

i doubt i'll be updating blog till test are over.
tata~

-ar

2009-12-05T00:37:00.003+08:00

had nothing to do now.
not really nothing to do, but dont feel like studying or doing school work.
so went to research a little bit about love. hehe

Psychologist

Robert Sternberg

formulated a triangular theory of love and argued that love has three different components:
- intimacy,
- commitment, and
- passion.

Intimacy is a form in which two people share confidences and various details of their personal lives, and is usually shown in friendships and romantic love affairs.
Commitment, on the other hand, is the expectation that the relationship is permanent.
The last and most common form of love is sexual attraction and passion. Passionate love is shown in infatuation as well as romantic love. All forms of love are viewed as varying combinations of these three components.

______________________________________

my all-time favorite love quotes:

1st - "I tell you I love you every day for fear that tomorrow isn't another." - anonymous quotation

2nd - "If I know what love is, it is because of you." - Herman Hesse

3rd - "There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved." -George Sands

4th - "Love is like war: Easy to begin but hard to end." - Anonymous

I ♥ my dear.

2009-12-03T13:57:00.002+08:00

it's raining damn heavily now. somemore later got meeting.
should i bring my skates?
i hate it when thursday rains cos i dont know whether to bring skates or not.

i wana skate!!!
hasnt been skating for 4 days already!

things i wana do after common tests:
(1) Go Orchard Road and Clark Quay!!!
(2) Watch New Moon with Faith~~
(3) Make Christmas Prezzies with peeps (jas, mel, choo, px and idk who~)
(4) SKATE! achieve the target !! hopefully before school reopen.

things i got to do after common tests:
(1) Do marketing and design for bazaar with Faith~~
(2) Go chalet for 5 days. dunno what i'll be doing there =/
(3) HRM project.